Traveling through the US

For the next 3 weekends I'll be visiting 3 US cities. I never thought I'd spend so little time in Baltimore, hahaha. That's ok, I'll have a couple of weekends to make up. I'm now getting ready, until a car comes and takes me away to some fun.

Next week we'll start working on the dialysis clinics!!!!! And I might finally see a kidney transplant!!!! Oh, the excitement!!!!!

Missing

I haven't written in a while.....blame med school. Now as I'm in my little studio, relocated in Baltimore. I think, and feel the need to share.

Baltimore has been great, met a bunch of people, seeing patients is my favorite part of the day, I'm meeting with my mentor next week and that excites me, can't wait to regularly visit the clinics, public transportation STINKS, and Hopkins has been amazing to me.

Today I was walking somewhere and this feeling of need came over me, I missed a bunch of people. And it's not that to this point I haven't missed anyone but just today is when I felt the magnitude of missing someone, or a lot of people, in my case.

What do people do to not feel this way? Do you just ignore it and occupy your mind with something else? I can't escape it, maybe it was the way I was raised, maybe it was the fact that about 5 years ago was when I started dealing with the fact that life changes, people move and change their minds.

Then I asked myself, well, who do you REALLY miss? The list came quickly. A wonderful group of family, friends and not-anymore-friends. As a typical type A personality I tried to look for the perfect solution to this emotional necessity, but there was none. I couldn't get all those wonderful people in a room together and have a big get-together with them. I couldn't possibly call them all today and tell them how much I missed and loved them. I could just hope that soon enough I'll get to see them again, and I will, for the most part see them in time.

I have to go now, must book a flight! Can't wait!

2 weeks to go!

2 weeks until the end of my first semester in medical school, I'm proud of myself! I can't wait 'til Christmas, the best time of year. This one will be different since for the past 3 years I've been taking trips to D.C, and this time I won't. But the United States must not worry since I shall visit soon enough. After school, it'll be time to catch up with friends, spend some time with my family, give my niece that castle of mine shes's always wanted (the one that I'm too lazy to take down). All good things.

Un Café au lait, s'il vous plaît

I've now officially become a coffee drinker. I'd like to thank Med School for this achievement.

I've always loved coffee, memories as a child of waking up every morning to the smell of that morning coffee that my parents made, gives me a sense of melancholy to the days when I was a child (even if I didn't consume it during those times).

My parents, who when I was a child used to drink about 3 cups a day. Are now down to a somewhat healthy cup a day. I'm at two.....one in the morning, one after dinner. I've lived my life avoiding this at all costs but now, I just can't take 20 minute naps all the time.

1+1+1 = 3?

So....what's the big deal?

New Life

So, I didn't win some battles and I have to re-organize myself. But while some people say the "I'll give up if I...." I keep my smile and know that I'm not giving up on what I want to do. I'm going to do this and do this well.

It seems like the more busy I get with school the more my personal life starts taking new twists and turns. Didn't my personal life get the memo that I now have no time for it's little surprises? Sure, the surprises are good, but still.

Med School - Week 2

I've spent more than 7 hours in the Gross Anatomy Lab today. I probably smell really bad, but I can't tell anymore, I'm wearing blue scrubs. I need to study but I'm too sleepy to do so. Hungry? what does that mean? I'm scared as I can ever be of the first Structure and Development (S&D) exam but within all this I feel happy.