I know this blog isn't all positive. But I also need to express what is going on.
Something terrible happened...
Me and my family lost someone, someone who we have not even seen, someone who decided to show up unexpected but made us excited to have. This person was very much wanted, I couldn't wait to take care, teach and show him everything I could. All that came through my mind was "How could this happen?, how is my sister feeling?" There is nothing more hurtful than dealing with a situation you have no control on. And tomorrow, I have to pick her up at her house, take her to the hospital and hold her hand through these tough times.
These past 3 months have been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. I wouldn't have known that all this had to come, all at once, one right after the other. It's sad that I can't share this with everyone, and yet I feel proud that throughout all this hurt I've been able to hold my head high and at least keep living. Breathe in, breathe out. This is hard, but the only choice is to be strong.
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Wow. Aunque realmente no conozco la situación, no dejo de sentir shock por lo que escribiste. Espero que, dentro de las circunstancias, tu familia y tú estén bien. Son cosas que quisiéramos que no pasaran, pero pasan. No nos queda mas que desahogarnos, tratar de lidiar con el dolor lo mejor posible, aprender y seguir pa'lante. En el momento parece imposible, pero con el tiempo uno se da cuenta que sí es posible.
Un abrazo bien fuerte! Cualquier cosa, me puedes llamar o escribir en confianza. Se te quiere un montón!
One day at a time hon. Things we don't expect happen all the time and life's made up of the decisions we make when we encounter them. Be courageous but sensitive...
don't drop your arms ♪
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